Friday, January 1, 2010

Maybe

Maybe it's because it's 6:00 and a new year.

Maybe it's because I had three fun shows (one of which was really good stuff) in front of thousands of people tonight.

Maybe it's because I got to sit with one of the best best on an empty stair well and let her know she's better than most things, and deserves better than all things. Maybe it's because she gets faith real well, and inspires me to get it too.

Maybe it's the champagne and pbr.

Maybe it's smooching the man I love at midnight.

Maybe it's being guests at the most gracious and loving couple's house in perhaps all the world.

Maybe it's Competitive Active Charades.

Maybe it's my gaming bond with another flip cup champ.

Maybe it's the cold pizza I'm eating.

Maybe it's coming home to a package from my one and only who lives in L.A. with the line "I live for your answering machine."

Maybe it's that somewhere I have a recording of all of her old messages.

Maybe it's the warm bed with awesome sheets and a man to snuggle (that I'm about to crawl into).

Maybe it's Mile's bell.

Whatever it is, 2010 will be good. I can feel it.

2 comments:

  1. Thank you, Shan.
    Maybe it was my sitting and just being with you.

    Maybe it was my own two shows in front of sold out crowds in a city I love.

    Maybe it was getting passed from loved one to loved one in a game of "keep Misch off the floor."

    Maybe it was the rum.

    Maybe it was WAS competitive active charades.

    Maybe it was rolling on the floor with Dana, unable to breathe at 5:30am when everything Harry said got too funny to repeat.

    Maybe it was the email I woke up to from an unexpected friend.

    Maybe it was how damn good my bed felt.

    But whatever it was, you are right. 2010 will be good. It's in all of our smallest bones.

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